Sep. 9th, 2024-Driven focus in the face of falling short is hard to come by.  Gone in the blink of an eye can be your self-esteem when it does not work. This one was one of the bumps on my road of understanding what intestinal fortitude is. I was good at giving others inspiration and had to really put that investment into myself personally. When I focued on myself and my why I saw a big gap between what I was doing and what I NEEDED to be doing. The difficulty level was elevated higher than the ceiling I thought I saw. The work it took to fix the real issues with the pieces of my linkage to my business and real projects was crazy. Getting to this place was impossible to old ideas that I had to tear off like old wings. I had to embed in my dna trace what the end result has to be. No ifs, ands or buts, stand on my own two feet, no crutch.